i love you so much

i really love you and i dun wanna leave you for another guy but if i have to do it for the right reasons then i will..not only will i break his heart but i will also break mine and i cannot imagine a life without him in my life..i could only imagine the pain i will feel if i break u off..the stories that i have been hearing from others its just so hard for me to believe that the real fact has actually been revealed..not only did it reveal the ugly side of the story but it also revealed the real you..and i am just shocked and i dunno wat else to do...

Lebih baik sendiri

you know.. im starting to think that the words 'Lebih baik sendiri' is a good idea..better off by myself ...but i do love him just there is this complicated part of myself and it also aint easy being me and living the life of a gurl lyke me :(

hatin' on this club

woah! i really love the hatin' on this club song by Rihanna..it just describe the situation im in with the guy i love...only the guy i love is playing wit my heart and THAT is so sad to know..
i do not want to be used by a stupid guy like him..even my friends say that i shouldnt put up with a guy like him...But i really love him and i just dont know wat to do anymore its just really a pain in the ass..like this quote "love is blind" and i just really have to agree with the quote..like my malay teacher he once said "remember everyone love is blind,even the gf would say harum kentut the bf" hahaha LOL!!!

true love aint real

you dont know the meaning of love cuz u never accepted it.

and that is why i have been fooled by the word 'love'

i fear to believe that what my malay teacher is correct about the definition of love

and that love is BLIND..

no longer can i say that i can trust you anymore and that im just another one of those toys that you play with and i am beginning to understand the real you..

and for that my love i i i i cannot continue to be with you